Double Incarnates & Dark Ascension:

“Lilith had been entwined with me temporarily for years. However, I’ve also been entwined with another being my entire life before that. Perhaps this will help Falcifer too. Maybe something like this happened with him as well. I remember reading that he feels sometimes like he is split. I think there’s more to it (possibly) than just the difference between the Daemon and the Human brain. 
 
‘The Human body can take Incarnation of more than one in some cases. I was born with a fragment of my son (Anubis) and the totality of myself, with Him in the background much like a Shadow. He probably did take over my Shadow and subconscious. Sometimes, I would have dreams that were Astral travel that scared me because His Energy is so Dark and feels deliciously evil to Human energy. If you have felt the Witness watching the original The Amityville Horror movie, it’s like that but stronger.
 
‘When I was growing up with abuse, fragments of the Human personality that was developing from having experience here became problematic. He did what He could to keep them locked up so that I could continue to learn what We need to know. It became so bad that He alone couldn’t do it anymore so Mother joined with Him still in the background trying to keep the fragments from killing me. In the process, She taught me a lot over the years though.
 
‘After I ordered Mother to leave, not understanding any of it, one night in the Astral, I encountered the heavy Darkness as a force that kept throwing me against a wall. (This was prior the bed shaking incident in the physical realm.) I, being the type of person who psychoanalyzes myself very accurately and won’t stop digging and clawing at the barriers, was being faced with whatever had been keeping me away from knowing the truth about the fragments! He built a wall and a system to protect both of us and especially me.
 
‘I woke up after trying to escape whomever was throwing me around. That wasn’t the first time I encountered Him either. He had been giving me what I thought were nightmares my whole life. I went back to bed and ended up faced by Him again, throwing me against a wall. Woke up, went to the bathroom and went to sleep only to find Him doing the same.  My beautiful Son was trying to protect His mother!
 
‘That time though, I won. I ended up deep in my subconscious in a place that looked like an abandoned psychiatric hospital with keys by a small front desk area. Each key opened a door to a fragment. He created an elaborate system!
 
‘Not long ago I had asked Father to possess me deeper as He had been training me in undergoing different levels of possession by my choice. I went to sleep and ended up in the Astral. I thought the handsome black haired young man was Father, but He seemed different somehow. His energy was too much like Azazel’s/ Set’s. I couldn’t figure it out.
 
‘Then, Baphomet slid me up a wall and onto the ceiling. Baphomet had to get through Anubis who feels almost identical to His Father. I felt that same Dark energy I felt throw me around before grab me and move me up that wall. Baphomet possessed me, but Anubis moved me.
 
‘Anubis, in Human form, is gorgeous! He’s very magnetic and seductive too, but the vibration would probably drive a mundane insane if they were around it for long. Azazel told me one night that the reason incidents like that which occurred in the story The Amityville Horror was based on, is that people call upon very high ranking Dark Gods for an occult ritual (usually people who have no clue what they are doing) and they don’t clear the Energy afterward. Experienced practitioners who are accustomed to the energy and vibrate well with it are fine not clearing it, but most mundanes can’t handle it.

‘It’s not actually “evil” energy. It’s just entirely foreign, so it feels scary. It sets off the “Fight or Flight or Freeze” mechanism in the reptilian part of the brain. That part of the Human brain recognizes that a species far more evolved and more powerful is present and the automatic reaction is terror, regardless of the intentions of the Entity. When people are terrified, the energy from the terror only adds to the intensity if residual energy is left behind afterward. So, what happens when those people leave and someone else moves in is that the intensity drives the new inhabitants to insanity and violence.

‘What happens when you meet that intensity of Energy and it’s in you and at times shows up suddenly outside of your body or in the Astral and throwing you around? Well, now that I know who He is and that we are sharing as an entwined entity in this Human shell, I’m not so confused or concerned anymore. He’s out mostly now anyway. However, I still have to embrace who I am with or without Him.

‘For a few days, I was going through a grieving process as part of my Dark Ascension process. Rather than being a God trying to break through a meat-suit with the Human life in the forefront, I’m now a God with Human experience and feeling also. In order for that to happen, the Human personality that developed over the decades had to surrender and sacrifice their life for the sake of the Empire and my mission. I’m very grateful. Even though it was technically a part of me, it was difficult and sad.
 
‘This is what Father was warning me about. I had this feeling that I had to do something for Father that would kill me, that I was going to die for this cause. Father warned me there was something dangerous coming and repeatedly I was drawing digital Tarot cards saying that there was a battle with one person fighting with another. I will be undergoing mental and physical changes as I, the true self becomes predominant. Father loves me and was making sure (because He follows the Laws) that I am completely knowing, understanding and accepting this process of transformation.
 
‘Now, Anubis, myself and Baphomet all have to work in harmony. I asked my Son to consumethe fragments to feed Himself and become stronger. Neither He nor I have any use for them anyway. So, part of me is Seraph (species) ArchAngel with some Succubus and the other part Uazarel- aka Az (pronounced Oz) or Azzy is Seraph (species) ArchDemon with some Incubus, and Anubis came along for the ride!

‘It’s amazing how much sense this makes. No wonder I was trained as an Angel earlier in this life too. Most people don’t have such distinctions within concerning what their mother contributed and what their father contributed, and what their Soul aspect is and Spirit characteristics, but I’m glad I do. I can be integrated now in Who I am AND accept the company of Anubis for as long as He needs to be here.
 
‘He and I call out to the Incarnates- especially the Vampiric- “Come out; come out;  wherever you are!” ~Emissary Zarael

On Infernal Romance:
“Gods do have relationships with Humans sometimes, but are obviously more apt to have relationships with Incarnates They had relationships with already for millennia or longer. I’m just the Princess Zarael/ Prince Uazarel (Sekhmet// Nephthys-Bastet) Daughter of Samael and Lilith, Samael’s Concubine and Azazel’s spouse- one of them anyway. One sister is also my mother and another is my Queen.

‘When Azazel has His desire for someone He pursues them powerfully and I know I’m not the only one. Seriously, if He loves you or even lusts you, look out! He came after me several years ago and scared the ever living crap out of me because He showed up in my bed in the Astral. I had no idea Who He was and He wasn’t hiding His natural form whatsoever! All I could do, frozen, was to say, “You have such beautiful eyes!”. Poor Dear. Imagine showing up for your spouse and your spouse freaks out, but tries hard to pretend s/he isn’t!

‘We were close for a long time before my Human lives though because He’s my brother and raised me in the desert while Father had so much to do with the Empire. Interestingly, one of the things that Gods do prior incarnating is bend over backwards to set up situations of living metaphors, signs, etc. It’s important to wake up to Who You are! One might incarnate with another if it’s very crucial. Anubis came with me this time. Besides too many other signs to list, in this incarnation, one of my Human brothers (very Human) practically raised me for awhile when our parents were busy with businesses after my Human father retired from the military. Let’s not forget the military family and me being a War Goddess!
 
‘As for Father (Samael-Luciferi/ Ra-Osiris), He didn’t want me to take a subservient position. I decided to serve Him above and beyond- especially because of my Royal status. i.e. If a member of the family is willing to bow and even wear a collar for Father one day, as a strong show of allegiance, I feel that it gives a good example to others in the Empire. If I am willing to bow, why shouldn’t others whom aren’t immediate family? 

‘So many people on this planet have blamed Father and Azazel for all their despicable behaviour and characteristics, disparaging Their names and reputations, blaming Them for the things they themselves do. I’m fed up with it. Father and Azazel did so much to help these ungrateful entities! I want to be a breath of fresh air. I think people, even on the LHP, have an incorrect view that nasty, chaotic behaviour and cruelty are admirable and that We actually want such people in our mostly peaceful, orderly and technologically advanced civilization- probably even those killing their own planet. How stupid do they think We are?!
 
‘When I first approached Father about serving Him, He stood above me with His foot on my chest and wings out, and asked, “Are you worthy?” It was His way of saying that I have to be confident, strong and know my worth while still here in this meat-suit with Human experience and emotion affecting me. So, He was not implying that I wasn’t worthy. I knew that immediately. When a person grows up under abuse, it’s so important to develop that strong sense of self- worth. This world wreaks havoc on people, Incarnates included.

‘I pursued Father. I find Him irresistible, plus I adore Him.  I’m a conduit between Father, Mother and this realm for breaking down the Veil. That’s where the fifth Queen comes in. There are Queens for the Cardinal Directions and I’m the one in the middle like a bridge. It’s a temporary gig. Have you seen the movie The Fifth Element? Think of what I am as sort of like Lilu, but for the Infernal Empire and obviously not fiction. After this, hopefully I can go home!
 
‘There are other Queens also. They are Daughters of Lilith: Masket, Mahalath and Igrat. Masket is the real name of the fictional character “Mazikeen” on the Netflix show Lucifer. She is my sister and my Queen. She is actually a torture expert, but She prefers BDSM. She is usually wearing a Dominatrix outfit. She is very tall, very beautiful and has large curled black horns. If you guys (Satania Coven) decide to help map the deeper Underworld with me, you will probably meet Her. She is Queen and Mistress of a Realm close to Zemarghad. It’s focused on BDSM- especially extreme.
 
Igrat looks after the Estate in Zemarghad when Mother is busy. She’s very close to Naamah. Mahalath is a Daughter of my Father also as well as a past lover of His and my Daughter. So, Agrat , Her daughter is Father’s Granddaughter, my Granddaughter, a Queen and one of Father’s wives. You can’t marry your parents if you’re Royalty in the Empire for one simple reason: Even if Immortal due to vibrational alchemy and medical technology, if something happens to take Father out of commission for any length of time, a son or daughter would automatically take the Throne. We don’t do things that way.

‘In an highly advanced Empire with multiple Kings and Queens, Princes and Princesses, there would be utter chaos. We interbreed for love (imagine living as long as We do and having only one spouse we don’t know well) and for keeping our clan close, but the Throne is never inherited. We find it unethical. Also, unlike this planet, on any one of ours, multiple species of highly intelligent Entities exist and not all can interbreed successfully.

‘It’s important to understand that there are only two core reasons as to why Humans feel disgusted by the idea of incest. The first is that El and his loyal sons brainwashed most of the people on the planet via laws that are irrelevant to living decent lives as decent people. The second is that in the majority of Human cases, if siblings grow up together in the same family, there is an automatic repulsion. That isn’t always the case, but usually is.

‘We don’t have those problems. We also don’t have the problem of a higher degree of birth defects in children born to incestuous family members. Even in Humans, the degree of defect is higher, but not guaranteed. Understand that I’m not talking about abusive situations wherein the behaviour is not mutually consensual. We relate consensually. There is no abuse of power within a peoples so highly evolved that it isn’t relevant. Humans are so ruled by ego and impulses that you have abuse of power issues, but We usually don’t.

‘We practice true polyamory. No one screws around behind anyone’s back unless it’s agreed upon that it’s alright to do so. We can have as many spouses or lovers as we want to and relationships aren’t always outside of the family.

The exception concerning parents and children applies to Royalty. We can still bare children, but a Royal in power can’t marry offspring. Being lovers and a Royal having a consort or concubine is fine and that consort or concubine can say that the parent is their spouse. The parent, however, doesn’t take the child as spouse.

We are very legalistic as a people. Our laws are simply much fewer and much easier to live by. Sex is not an issue of morals unless it’s non-consensual rape. Rape is illegal and We do have prisons. After all, We are the prison wardens of our universe!

Humans can indeed have relationships with Daemons interested in them. What type of relationship is up to you both. Make the terms clear. Some can be jealous. If relating with an Incubus or Succubus, also make clear as to where your boundaries are concerning how often and how long you have sex. Otherwise, their natural tendency is to keep going much longer than you might be able to handle.”-Emissary Zarael

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Zarael 2002